Yesterday night, I was working beyond regular hours in the office with my two colleagues. Working to finish one critical assignment, I was thinking, was this worth it? Am I in the right place ? Or for that matter, am I in the right time? The sense of confusion sometimes make one lose touch with reality. Later we went out for ice-cream and had a nice break from the monotony of the office work. Licking our ice creams, sitting on the sidewalk..and watching the world go by...reminded me that sometimes..its best to just let go..Project deadline was forgotten for a while, enjoying the moment...I was amused by the way, my colleagues were checking out girls..when I believe them to be very innocent..it seems innocence is a vestigial part of our mind nowadays...it is there but not activated. Well as someone told me..this is perfectly normal..the opposite would be abnormal...we all do...checking out people..whether we are interested or not..or that we are curious about the unknown...or hidden..guess mind reading would be great for someone like me..who has an insatiable curiosity of the unknown..how I wish I could understand people better..many times..I felt they wanted to say something to me..but just stopped..or that I didn't catch what they were trying to convey by their actions...I felt..as if I have lost out of potential bonding by this...then later..when I sit down and go through the day's events, it becomes kind of clear...the ever bubbling thoughts prevent the calm state of mind.
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